I’m getting fed up with getting my hopes up about getting more hours here. I seriously don’t understand what happened with me getting called in and then sent home. Uber frustrating.
I wonder if anything will be done about Aimee. I swear I won’t be speaking to her unless I have to.
I do feel relieved to have my college book now though. I was seriously considering dropping outa my course untill today. It’s refreshed my drive to get my assignments done. I hope I get them in on time.
Ugh everything seems so stressful at the minute. It’ll probably be like this till after new years though :(
I need to stop wasting my energy thinking about my mam and nicholas. They don’t bother thinking about me. No point feeling guilty anymore. I’m the child in this equation so they can shag off. I’m done trying to have them be in my life. Idiots.
I can’t wait to get home and sleep now. Yet agai starting to feel pissed off at unnecessarily hanging around here since 4. Turbo gay. Although it’ll have saved on esb I guess.
I really hope toms back d a ncing soon. I don’t know how much longer we’ll be able to manage as smoothly as we have.
I better get my fucking student card this week or I’ll lose the plot with them. Sick of paying full whack for everything.